It's really sad. I mean, I want to write, but the closer I get to putting pen on paper the more afraid I become. It's like agoraphobia, only for writers. I just picked up my Natalie Goldberg books again and am reading them. I have pens and a book. I'm determined that I'll write something - even if it's just "I'm afraid to write" over and over. And my brain has turned to mush :( I used to have all sorts of poetry and story ideas. I have no idea where they went. Studip brain. AUGH!
(a) Any chance it's your meds? (b) It sounds like anxiety/depression otherwise.
I've got an original fiction community going right now, we've talked some about depression and being blocked. It's over at http://ficdaily.dreamwidth.org/.
Have you tried writing some fanfic? That helps me sometimes.
I'm sure some of it is my meds. And I have been strugging with a lot of anxiety in general (I have lovely meds for that, too. I hate my brain sometimes).
Hrm. fanfic. I haven't done that in ages - since I gamed regularly, in fact. I'm hoping that if I just make myself put words - any words - on the paper it might shake something loose. I've been reading a lot lately, and it's made me more aware of the fact that I'm not writing. Funny how that works, huh?
I'll check out that community. It might just help!
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(b) It sounds like anxiety/depression otherwise.
I've got an original fiction community going right now, we've talked some about depression and being blocked. It's over at http://ficdaily.dreamwidth.org/.
Have you tried writing some fanfic? That helps me sometimes.
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Hrm. fanfic. I haven't done that in ages - since I gamed regularly, in fact. I'm hoping that if I just make myself put words - any words - on the paper it might shake something loose. I've been reading a lot lately, and it's made me more aware of the fact that I'm not writing. Funny how that works, huh?
I'll check out that community. It might just help!